Sunday, August 11, 2013

Even when my mind is unwilling, my legs will carry me ~

I was having some trouble last week motivating to drive to Afton, Wyoming for a race that I had planned on running.  I was putting quite a bit of pressure on myself, even though I knew I would run it slower than I did 4 years ago which was the last time I was there.  I had been planning on getting up to Afton each and every year because it's such a great event, but my mind was just telling me that it was, again, too much trouble to drive 3 hours north and that the race atmosphere would be just too nerve-racking for me.  I just wasn't in the mood and was looking for excuses not to go.

I motivated anyway, somehow.  Friday morning, I dropped the dogs off at the kennel and nearly cried about it, because they are just such good companions and all I really wanted to do was pack them up with my backpacking gear and head out into the mountains with them, alone, for a few days.  I wasn't sure I was in the mood for a big, social event (the race has doubled in size since the last time I was there in 2010).

I drove up I-84 through South Ogden Canyon, along the Weber River.  It was a really nice drive, and I started to relax a bit.  Then, a moment of panic ~ I had forgotten my headphones to listen to my music during the race.  Dang it!  You don't even want to know how many sets of headphones that I have, because this was not the first time I had done this.  I resolved to stop at the Flying J gas station in Evanston because they have a bit of a store inside and I was pretty sure I could get a set of cheap headphones at it.  I usually stop at the Maverick at the next exit, and had quite a bit of internal debate on which gas station to actually stop at (I know ~ not a big deal, but I really just wanted to get to Afton and relax) but I ended up going to the Flying J.

I got out of my car and there, across the parking lot was my friend Gina from work sipping on a Diet Coke next to her car.  No way!  I ran across the parking lot and hugged her ~ like a swarm of bees attacking her ~ she had no idea who this crazy woman was running towards her.  She and her family were headed up to a friend's cabin at Bear Lake for the weekend.  We exchanged phone numbers and she invited me to come to the cabin after my race on Saturday.

I got up to Afton, and it was too early to check in so I drove up and down Main Street a couple of times, stopped in the ranger station and got a good map of the area and took a nap for 30 minutes in the elementary school parking lot.  When I got back to Gardner's Country Village (gas station, burger joint, U-Haul rental, and motel all-in-one), I was a bit disappointed with the general shabbiness of my room, but was thankful to have a place to lay my head for the night.  The Lincoln County Fair was the same weekend, and the motels were all sold out.   I took a bit of a nap and listened to the road graders backing up on the highway outside my window (it is road construction season in Wyoming, after all).

When I woke up, it was almost time to go to the pre-race meeting, so I drove to the Red Baron burger drive-in (it was AMAZING!) and then to the park in town.  Meeting up with friends who were also running the race was good and set my mind somewhat at ease, making me less apprehensive about the next day.  I got my sweet rust-orange hoodie and listened to Ty Draney's pre-race instructions, hooked up a ride to the start with my friend Scott Mason and his wife Julie, so I wouldn't have to worry about parking in the morning, and headed back to the motel.

I took some photos of the sunset in Afton before going to bed.  It was amazing.  It set my mind at ease.

4:15am came way too quickly, but I realized I had slept really well through the night.  I packed up my stuff and put it in the car, and the Masons came and got me, as planned, at 4:45am and we headed up Cottonwood Canyon to the start.

Still apprehensive and not knowing that I really wanted to race, I walked back and forth along the dirt road near the start and 6am was soon upon us.  I wore my puffy coat until the very last minute until Julie took it from me.

Running up the dirt road at the start, I realized that even though my head wasn't in the game, my legs and body felt pretty good.  Getting to the top of the first climb, "Balls", at mile 3.5, some kids were ringing cowbells and cheering us on.  It was a very welcome sound.  Cruising along above Corral Creek, I had a bit of nausea building, so I wasted no time in taking a bit of anti-nausea medication.  I had learned my lesson at Bighorn that if I wait to take my nausea medication, I will only be nauseated for a longer amount of time (and miserable) and the feeling is not going to go away on its own.  It's best to just nip it in the bud.

I ended up running this section with another woman from Utah, Debbie, and we had a great time.  I typically keep my head down and my mouth shut and am a bit anti-social during the early stages of a race, but her personality was so bubbly and positive, I decided to stick together with her for a bit.  I told her I wasn't much of a morning person, and she definitely brightened my mood.

Looking around me during the race, I remembered why I enjoyed it so much in 2010 when I last ran it. The scenery is absolutely gorgeous.  There were a couple of tense moments getting towards the turn around with two-way traffic on the out-and-back course, but everything actually went quite smoothly.  I got to see a lot of my faster friends because of the out-and-back layout, and said hi to Luke Nelson at the spot where I predicted seeing him, gave him a quick pat on the back as he was leading the race (by a lot... ) and would likely win for his 6th year in a row.  The 25k race also starts where the 50k race turns around, so that was another 100 people who came up the hill "against the grain" so to speak.

As I ran the 8 miles down Swift Creek Drainage, I couldn't help but think that I was digging myself into quite a hole, as I would have to turn around and come right back out, grinding back up the climb to Corral Creek.  The aid station crews along the way were friendly and helpful, and no one seemed upset that this was a "cupless" race ~ they provided cans of soda and I just poured half a can at a time into my water bottle.  We don't need no stinking cups!  And the amount of trash that was cut out as a result must have been immense.

I paired up with another runner as we were leaving the aid station and we both joked a little about the amount of climbing that we would have to do to get back up to Corral Creek (about 8 miles and 3,000 ft up).  To tell you the truth, my brain left me on that climb out of Swift Creek, and the strength in my legs carried me.  I was not suffering as I passed nearly a dozen people on that climb.  Some were from the 50k race that I was doing, and some were from the 25k race.  I couldn't believe how I was picking them off going up that hill.  I filled my bottle at the first aid station up the hill with more Mtn Dew and water with Nuun (electrolyte tablet) and left two 25-year old guys sitting on a log who had arrived there before me.  As the race went on, I talked with more and more people, chatting with other racers as I passed them and also joking with the people at the aid-stations and thanking them for coming out to support us.  My mind was quickly changing as the day went on.

The mountain peaks, the wildflowers, the blue skies with big, white, puffy clouds all powered me uphill.  Before I knew it, I was at the top at the 23-mile mark.  I took a photo of myself at the top, and was so surprised at how good I felt.  My mind had been so unwilling to come up here to this race but my legs were carrying me.

I ran through by the Corral Creek Lake aid station, stopping quickly to fill my water bottle again, and left three other racers there who had arrived before me.  I ran with one woman for a while, but she soon faded on the descent into Corral Creek drainage and I didn't see her again until after the race.

I got to the third aid station, 5 miles from the finish, and met up with some of the kids from Ty Draney's cross country team (he is the race director and the high school cross country coach) and drew energy from their youthful smiles.  Honestly, I was feeling so good, I didn't want the day to end.  I was sad that I only had 5 miles to go and wished that I could run 100 miles.  The strength in my body and legs had changed my attitude of indifference into invincibility.

I cruised up the last climb of a 500 feet in a half-mile and reveled at the top.  It was only 3 and a half miles down to the finish line ~ 3+ miles and 2,500 feet down.  I found myself able to run some of the slight uphills that I had not been able to run 4 years before in those last few miles.  As I ran through the campground to the finish line, I heard my friends who had finished before me cheering my name.  I found my finish "kick" and ran 7:30 min-mi pace the last 100 meters to the line.  Ty and Luke were there greeting finishers with wide smiles and hugs.

I hung out with Luke and his wife Tanae for quite a while (and Pedro, the black lab) and another racer named Chris whom I met on that dreaded dirt-road finish at Bighorn, with a group of his friends.  I drank a half a PBR that Aric gave me as Debbie and I sat in lawn chairs in the middle of the dirt road, cheering on late-finishers.  Most of the HUMR (Happy Utah Mountain Runners) group were there and it was such a laid-back, fun atmosphere that I couldn't have imagined a better day.

My mind was unwilling to start the race, but my legs carried me to a strong finish at the El Vaquero Loco 50k ~ my legs carried me, and eventually changed my mind.

Sunset in Afton, Wyoming
the night before the race ~

The first climb up to "Balls" ~

Morning Glory in the Salt River Range ~

Top of Corral Creek drainage ~

View from the top towards the Swift Creek drainage ~

Debbie caught this photo of me
as we ran through Corral Creek
in the morning ~

Debbie Farka at Corral Creek Lake ~

Over the edge into Swift Creek drainage ~

Debbie Farka about to head into Swift Creek drainage ~

Top of Swift Creek ~

9 miles in and changing my mind ~ the day
was about to move from good to fabulous ~

The beautiful "slog" 8 miles up and out of Swift Creek ~

Top of Swift Creek (coming back out) ~
23 miles and feeling great ~

Corral Creek Lake, afternoon view ~

Beautiful view of Corral Creek peaks ~

Debbie and me chillin' at the finish area ~


Saturday, August 3, 2013

100-mile Finish Line ~


Wildflowers in Michigan City
with Mt Superior ~
I've been thinking lately about how tired I've been.  I mean, I know I've been doing a lot of miles, but really not that many compared to a lot of people who run ultras.  I only really run about 50 miles a week at the most.  I started Optygen HP supplement a little over a month ago, and I don't know that it is really helping.  It's supposed to help your body produce more ATP and recover more quickly, so maybe it's working and I would be even more tired without it.  I ran Bighorn 100 in June and did a 100-miles in 5 days challenge on my own a couple of weeks ago, just for the heck of it.

Sol-Bright Trail ~
I'm about 6 days into my "no dairy" week.  Some people think that dairy causes more fatigue.  I think I just miss dairy.  My coffee just doesn't taste as good in the morning with soy or coconut milk added.  And no, I'm not going to try almond milk.  I hate it.  So next week it's going to be back to good ol' moo juice.  Yum.

My sleep hasn't been as good for the past couple of weeks, which is probably the real culprit of my fatigue.  I'm still getting about 8 hours (or more) of sleep per night, but I've been reading these LAPD cop crime novels, and I really just can't put them down.  I go to bed at 9:30, but before I know it, it's 11:30 and I'm still wide awake and reading, wondering what Harry Bosch is going to do next to solve the case or who is going to get in his way.  It's a healthy addiction.  Problem is, it hits 11pm and I want a snack, so I usually turn to Nutella on toast.  Which has a small amount of dairy in it, so I guess I haven't been completely dairy-free this week.  Oh well.
Mount Millicent overlooks Lake Martha ~

Then yesterday I was actually working (I've had a limited schedule this month because it's Summer Semester, and the clinic is not as busy.  Since I'm the low man on the totem pole, I'm the first provider to drop off the schedule when things are not busy) and I was counseling a patient.  We started talking about how long it would be before he got his fitness back after an unexpected orthopedic surgery that he was going to have to have.  It could be close to a year.  He started to get very depressed and got tears in his eyes.

Wildflowers at Catherine's Pass
I spoke from experience and told him that in all honesty, surgery sucks, but it's temporary.  Here I am, 6 years after my ACL reconstruction, and I've run three 100-mile races.  I started thinking more about it:  when I was "young and fit", I couldn't finish a 100-mile race.  I DNF'd from Wasatch a couple of times, probably because I went out too fast and put too much pressure on myself.  Now that I've got the "experience of age" (yeah, I'm old), I can really draw from "what pain really is" and how much I can tolerate and not give up.  I can see something through to the finish line and endure a lot of adversity along the way.

Ann overlooks Devil's Castle ~
I know my patient is in shock over what has happened to him.  I hope that he can remember my words as he is dealing with his situation over the next few months.  His appointment ran over into my lunch hour yesterday and I could tell he didn't want to leave and honestly, I didn't want to be one of those providers who is like, "Shit happens, tough luck fella.  Go see the surgeon and good luck with your surgery.  See ya.  I gotta eat my lunch."  I wanted to make sure he had his questions answered and knew that it was going to be ok in time so I stayed and talked with him.  I hope he becomes a stronger athlete because of his situation like I feel that I have.  I'm not the fastest one out there, but hell, at least I'm getting to the finish line like I never did before.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Choose Your Own Adventure ~

Do you remember reading those books when you were a kid, where you could "Choose your own adventure" and make up a different story each time you read the book?  Depending on the decisions you made during the book, the story would turn out different each time.

Sometimes I feel that way when I am on a long trail run.  I come to an intersection and I think, "If I go to the right, I'll see a, b, and c... but if I go to the left, I'll see x, y, and z!"  Honestly, I feel like I can't really go wrong either way.  And I love retracing my steps at the end of the day through maps and pictures.

Last week, I made up my own set of adventures.  I challenged myself to complete 100 miles in 5 days, mostly on trail.  After getting asked to work the first half of the day on what would be my first day of running, I had a bit of a rough start with hot temperatures, cramping legs, and running out of water because of my late start.  By day two, I laid in bed in the morning, not convinced that I was capable of pulling off my goal because I had quite a lot of foot pain (in my foot that was injured from the Bighorn 100 a month ago).  But I motivated and got out of the house on day two, first for 5 miles with the dogs and then nearly 13 more miles by myself.

We had a lot of afternoon rain a couple of weeks ago before the hot temperatures, and the wildflowers were crazy huge and over my head.  The colors were magnificent and I can't say that I've ever seen them quite so intense.

After day 3, which was my biggest day with the challenges of very hot temperatures and lots of elevation gain, I got some inspiration from friendly mountain bikers in the last 5 miles who helped me choose a route that was not only in the shade but went by some lovely water sources so that I could splash about a bit and cool myself off.  Indeed on day 3, I realized that by tucking my running skirt into my hot-pants that it was not only cooler, but created a lovely distraction for mountain bikers whereby they were quite willing to stop to the side and yield right of way to me, allowing me to pass safely on many a narrow section of trail.

Just at the end of day 3, two mountain bikers passed me and said head's up, that there was a third biker coming along the trail.  I looked up just in time to see that he had looked up, lost his concentration (due to the hot-pants?) and crashed off the side of the trail.  His arm was a bloody mess, but he insisted that he was alright and I was certain that I was the cause of his mishap.

By day 4 I was "over the hump" and had a lovely but hot run with less elevation gain than the prior  three days.  It was a Saturday which is typically very busy with people recreating, but my choice of trails was a wise one and got out early to avoid the crowds.

Day 5 I was joined by my friend Ann, who paced me last fall at the Bear 100 and after 5 delightfully cool miles on the trail through stands of large fir trees, she had to turn around and go in to work (she was on-call) and I continued on by myself.  Nearing the end of the day I found my mind wandering and my pace slowing in order to take everything in.  I had such a good time with my daily routine of wake, run, eat, sleep for five days in a row that I honestly didn't want it to end.

I feel a bit stronger after my 100 miles in 5 days and am definitely contemplating another 100-mile event later this summer or early fall.  It's a bit hard for me to commit to going somewhere else for an event because the Wasatch Mountains are just so beautiful and full of good trails and good people.  I thoroughly enjoyed my self-imposed challenge in the hills near my home.

Totals:
27hrs 41min
100 miles
17,900 ft elevation gain

Now for the photos:

Day One:  The "Little Rogue" ~ Jeremy Ranch Road, Moose Hollow to Parley's Summit, Great Western Trail to Big Mountain, Mormon Pioneer Trail to trailhead.  4h 46m/ 19.05mi/ 3,171 ft elevation gain








Day Two:  after 4.9 miles and 1,000 ft of gain in Summit Park (semi-secret trails), I hit Butler East Fork to Dog Lake, Little Water Trail down to trailhead, Big Water Trail up, Desolation Trail West to the beginning of Mill A Basin, then the West Fork of Butler back down to the car.  3h 54m/ 12.4mi/ 3,379 ft elevation gain











Day Three:  Start at the Guard Road (pass, not the hairpin), Crest Trail to the base of Murdock Peak (Canyons east boundary) Mid-mountain trail to Park City Mountain Resort, Pipeline Trail up to Shadow Lake, Scott's Peak trail back to Crest Trail and the car.  6h 54m/ 24.3mi/ 3,683 ft elevation gain







Day Four:  24/7 Trail from end of Jeremy Ranch Road, Glenwild Stealth Trail, Cobblestone Trail (backside of Glenwild), Flying Dog, back to 24/7 trail.  4h 48m/ 19.35mi/ 2,610 ft elevation gain





Day Five:  Pinebrook Lower to Upper Meeks, Jekyl & Hyde Trail, Mid-mountain Trail to the Canyons, Crest Connector to Red Pine Road (just east of SquareTop), resort roads past Red Pine Lake to Red Pine Lodge, Mid-mountain Trail back to Pinebrook.  5h 52min/ 20mi/ 4,058 ft elevation gain